I apologise. Seriously. I apologise. I have been too caught up in too many things. Everything that I have been doing has been slipshot and sucky. Too many agendas, too many activities. I try to do my best in each thing, but its not enuf. Its no use trying harder. I have to strike off the unnecessary items on my agenda. Its all my fault. I undertook too many responsibilities. Too many extra jobs. Too much extra help rendered.

A list of things that I have been doing:
1) NDP helping (every Sat and wednesday afternoon)
2) Green Tea project
3) Locvideo Project
4) Web Graphics Project
5) Graphic Comm project
6) Additional Help rendering to my juniors
7)YF camp committee

I will SCRAP OFF no. 7 and 6 ASAP. NDP cant be scapped off.. I have already commited myself as a passholder....

I sincerely apologise to all my marketing group members... I started off the project as someone who went really enthu abt everything, den now, I'm like. stagnant. I'm sorry. I really let all of you down. I need some time to sort things out. Willl spend some time alone. I really really dun deserve to be one of da leaders. I let all of you down. I suck. I'm sorry.
I promise to be there on Sat. Seeya people there. I... I... i dunno how to put it across... I m so... argh. Somebody should just come over n kill me.

Gosh I'm in a really depressed state of mind now. Sorry to everyone....

gazed at e stars@3:22 PM
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